Living with Hypersexuality and Ranting

Hey all,

Well today I’m going to go into what it’s like living with hypersexuality. This is going to get a little into the “too much information” category, and you have been warned. 

Video Series: Seeking a psychiatrist and random musings (as always)

Hey guys,

Just recorded an update for my Video Series. In this vlog I discuss my journey and my latest decision to seek a psychiatrist. So… Check out the video and let me know what you think. I’d really appreciate the feedback.

I’m still new at this, but I’m getting over the nerves thank god. It’s really helping to build my confidence, which can only be a good thing.

Friendships, Love, Attachments and The Future.

Hey all,

Well I’ve been doing a whole lot of thinking and reflecting on myself and my nature. I’ve been thinking about my friends and those whom I love, and what the effect of having me in their lives must do to them. I’m always so up and down, it must be exhausting. I know it is for me. I don’t know if I’m actually capable of feeling something as profound as love. Not in the typical sense anyway. Like most things, it’s never really based on something long term, because I live my life day to day.

But I’d really love to be able to be someone other people can rely upon. Someone who you can look upon and know that I’m great how I am. But really, I just don’t know if that’s possible. At least not right now it’s not. I have all the ambition in the world to be that guy, but the reality of the situation isn’t that simple…  I don’t have a job. I’m a borderline nutcase. I don’t even have any real ambitions for the future.

I just want to be happy ya know? Is that such a bad thing? 

Video Series: Depression: Random musings on living with Mental Illness

Hey guys,

I got a little emotional filming this one. I’m on the tail end of a major depressive episode, and I wanted to chronicle it and share my experiences with you all. I don’t mean to come across as pretentious. So far the experience has been very rewarding and also terrifying. But it’s all about growth and shedding the stigma behind mental illness.

As always, this is my experience so don’t take my words as gospel. Just reach out to someone, the rewards far outweigh the risks.

I believe in you, and you’re never alone even though it feels like it sometimes.

So… Check out the video and let me know what you think. I’d really appreciate the feedback.

What goes up… Must come down.

Hey guys.

First off, I’ve been riding a wave of amazing creativity and positivity as of late. But now I’ve come crashing down to earth. It seemed inevitable really, but god it felt great for a while. In the spirit of what I’m trying to accomplish with this blog and the web show, I’m going to be open and honest at all times, not just when I’m feeling chirpy. It’s the least I can do, especially with my new determination to make something positive of this whole thing….

Brand New Video: Accepting Depression and Learning To Love Who You Are

 

Hey guys,

Sorry for the lack of updates for the blog. I have every intention of resuming my posts, but in the short-term I’m going to concentrate on getting the video series up and running. I hope you all can understand that, and want to come along with me on this whole new adventure.

You’re never alone in this. Always remember that.

Til next time…

New Video Series Starting on YouTube.

I hope you all like it. It was hard to put up, but I feel that I should at least try. If I can reach one person, or even just help someone, it will all be worth it.

Restless and Resistant

Hey guys,

Well it’s 1:35am and I cannot sleep. I’ve been laying here in the dark for over an hour now, and sleep just isn’t obliging today. I’ve got so much on my mind, from pondering the decisions I make in relationships, to thinking lustful thoughts. It’s quite amusing being me sometimes.

So where do I start?

Breaktime is over.

Hey guys,

Well I’ve had a month or so away from the blog, so I think it’s about time I got cracking on some new material. Shouldn’t be too long now, I got a lot of things to talk about.

Til then…

Ten Day YOU Challenge – #9 – Two Songs

Hey all,d

Now this one is going to be tricky. How am I supposed to choose just two songs? Expecially when music play such an important role in my life?

So… the dilemma is, do I write just two songs, and obsess about all the songs I should have chosen instead… Or just write about a bunch of them…

Without further adue, here goes.